Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Just another day

I'm on an emotional hangover from last night. All the feelings I was wrapped up in haven't yet left my system and I am in serious need of an emotional detox. If only that were possible. It's like I feel lost, angry, sad, lonely, frustrated...all of these things wrapped up in one miserable little package. Hello can I introduce you to Ms. Debbie Downer of 2008.
Is it possible to be in love with someone and it is wrong? You are not supposed to be with that person or love them, but you can't let it go. Whether it be because you don't want to be lonely or you feel a genuine love for them. That's how I feel. Like I know I should just let this all go, but I can't. Something in me doesn't want to go back to what life was like before, when I was alone. I tell you it just sucks. My head hurts, my heart hurts.

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